You'll be in my heart
By: Nikki-chan
Chapter 1: Baby Goten
I laded in my bed…my lony bed, my lony room. I never knew my life would be this lony or was it? I seamed to be apart from my body like in a whole new world. It was a strang felling and I did not like it one bit. Why was I stuck living like this. Gohan tried to help all he could but…but I was still alone. Then I heard a fant crying. I smiled a bit then sat up in my bed. They crying only seamed to get louader.
"Mom…" Gohan came in my room rubbing his eyes.
"Yes Gohan?" I asked and he sat next to me on the bed.
"Goten's crying again." He said, he looked so tried, maby I was to hard on him the last few years with his studing. I gave him a hug as I heard the crying of my new baby boy.
"Well you sleep in hear for the night and I'll slep in your room okay gohan?" I asked him.
"But mom…" she sighed, he to missed his father, and the only times he came in our room was when Goten started crying and he could not hush him.
"Please Gohan." I asked and he nooded his head.
"Now you try and get some sleep, you have that test tomarro. Did you study?"
"Ahhh…" He fell back into the bed and I smiled down at him even though I knew he did not see me. I was so proud of him. I was ashmed of myself for never showing him how proud of him I was. I kissed his forhead then walked out of my room and into Gohans room. I spoted the little crib my father had gotten for me when he found out I was going to have Goten. I walked over and leaned on the crib at the little baby. He looked so much like his father. He stoped crying when he looked at me. Then he started to giggle. I laughed alittle and not so louad so I would not awake Gohan.
"Why are you crying little one? Whats wrong?" I asked and he just started to cry more. I picked him up but he still kept crying. "Goten…hush….shhh." That did not work he only seamed to be getting louder.
"Come stop your crying, it will be alright. Just take
my hand and hold it tight." I started to sing as he
took my hand. It was so small and he stoped crying.
Then I started to sing more.
"I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small
You seam so strong
My arms will hold you
keep you safe and warm"
He smiled as I spun in a cricule. We were always
together where ever I went he came with me. Every
where but in my room. He did not seam to like it in
there. That's why I let him stay in Gohans room.
"This bond between
Can't be broken
I will be hear don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more"
He was only a week odl and he samed so smart and stong
to me but Gohan did not see how smart his brother was.
Gohan only called him a little big mouth that cryed to
much. He was also a skinly little baby. Bluma told me
that Goten was as dumb as a box of rocks. Well it was
not my fault he was only a week old. I'm sorry he was
not as GOOD as she told everyone about her son.
"You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart always
Why can't they understand
The way we fell
They don't trust
what they can't explain
I know where different but,
We're not that different at all"
I loved my son, both of them and they meant every
thing in the world to me. Every sence my real world
had died on me before I could tell him that he was
going to have another son. He just had to leave so
fast that day. Why could he not have just stayed a bit
longer? Then I knew he would not have killed himself.
Oh how I miss Goku so.
"'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know?
We need each other
To have to hold
They'll see in time
I know"
As I kept singing tears formed in my eyes, what was
going to happen when he grew up? What would her be
like? With out a father. I knew I could not make him
study I just could not do that. How could I raise my
two sons alone? I knew I could not show how I felt to
anyone. I still had to be mean and tuff…or try my best
to act like it. Waite…I had to keep my chin up, he's
be raised as a fine young man! He'll marrrie the best
girl that could be offerd, he'll live in the finest
house and have my gandson's and gandaughters!! I
smiled oh what I hoped Goten would grow up to be.
"When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to be strong
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always"
As I cradled Goten in my arms as he driffed off to
sleep. I new I'd not be on earth forever, Goten was
proble going to live way past my life time.
"Good night my little angel." I smiled and layed him in his crib. I sat down on Gohans bed and watched as Goten rooled over on to his side. I smiled and wiped my face. Then I layed down and closed my eyes. I must have came back to the real world because it felt like it.
****
Kock kock
"WAAAA!!!!" I heard Goten scream from the room.
"Gohan can you please go get the door?" I asked as I ran down ithe hall way.
"Yes mother!" Gohan closed his math book and ran to the door. I walked into their room and over to the crib. Goten selpt nearly all day and night. It was now noon and I was giving a little party for my new son. I picked him up and he stoped crying.
"Mom! Bulma, Vegeta and Trunks are here." Gohan said as he poped his head in the door.
"Okay I'll be down in a mintue." I said as Goten started laughing. I walked out of the room and Gohan walked with me.
"Will everything be okay mom?" Gohan asked.
"Why of coures, huh…I'll be fine." I smiled then handed him his brother "Can you please go chang him and get him into some cloths."
"Mom there are no cloths small enough to fit him, that's why I only put him in dippers for the last few days."
"Well then change his dipper I have to go see to our guest!" I sanped at him and he walked into my room and Goten started crying again. I sighed, that poor baby hated that room. I walked down the hall and put my hair up. I walked in the living room.
"Chichi!" Bulma smiled then handed Trunks to Vegeta, we gave each other a hug.
"Hi Bulma, glade you could make it."
"I would not miss this for the world." She smiled then looked around "Where's your boys?"
"Changing."
"Oh we saw Yamcha on the way…oooo he makes me mad!"
"Well I have to invite everyone." I said, maby I would fell closer to Goku if all his friends where here.
"Bulma!" Vegeta yelled as Trunks atched himselfe to his farthers hair.
"Comeing dear! Men…can they do anything?" She asked as she turned away from me to go and get her son.
"Kock kock anyone home?" Kurllin asked as he walked up to the front door.
"Hey Kurllin! Come in!" I said as I walked over to greet him. Kurllin was Goku's best friend, so I had to try not to say anything that would upset the both of us.
"Hi Chichi you look pritty," Kurllin smiled as we gave each other a hug "18 come on in! There not going to bit you." Kurllin called out the door and I was puzzled. 18? Who was that?
"Comeing…" A girl came into the house and I gasped. No way? She was blushing 18, I knew who she was know and I smiled.
"Nice to see you again 18." I said as I put out my hand to her. She looked up at me, she took my hand and we shook.
"Hi…" She was acting really shy, the last time I saw her she wanted to kill my Goku but now sence she was with kurllin she seamed to be so different.
"18 you wont make it threw the day if you act like that." Kurllin smiled up at her and she smiled back.
"Mom…" Gohan came out holding Goten. He walked over to me and I took Goten.
"So that's the new son I heard about?" Kurllin asked and Goten looked at him.
"Yep, his name is Goten." I smiled I was proud to show off my baby boy.
"Hi Goten…he looks a lot like Goku."
"I know, want to hold him?" I asked as I handed him Goten.
"Hey little buddy." Kurllin asked and Goten started giggling. "Hey don't worry Chichi I look after Goten you go and don't worry about a thing today okay. You have yourself a good time, me and 18 will look after Goten. Never know we might need the pratice." He winked at me and I started laughing.
"Okay and if you need to change him the bedroom is down the hall." I smiled and winked at him then walked off into the kicthen.
**2 hours later**
Everyone was here…I put together a smiple little get together and everyone brings me gifs. My birthday was not for quite sometime. Bulma and her mother just had to help me cook every thing. Bulma was the only one person that got to see Goten before, so everyone one else went to play with him why we three cooked. They were also playing 'poker' and then that game 'Joker'.
"Anyone need help?" I turned to see 18 standing at the kicthen door way.
"Well were just cooking." Bulma's mother said and she shurged her shoulders.
"I know how to cook…Kurllin likes my cooking anyways." She said still acting shy. I sure hoped she'd get over beging shy, she acted really nice.
"Well if you want to, we need all the hands we could get, we do have sayins among us." Bulma laughted "My husban eats ebough for the world and my son is starting to act just like him."
"Can't forget about Gohan." I laughed.
"Well then lets get back to it!" We yelled and started off again.
**** "Mom…Mom!" Gohan yelled at me as he came in the kicthen.
"Yes Gohan?" I asked as the other three were still cooking we were almost done.
"You have to come see this! It's Goten!" He said as he pulled me by my arm.
"I'll be right back!" I told them as I walked off with Gohan.
"You'll never believe it!"
"I've see to much not to believe anything Gohan."
"I wont be suprized if you start crying mom."
"Oh shut up." Gohan took me into the living room were all the guys were, they were laughing all but Vegeta, I wish I could just slap that guy, could he ever smile?
"Chichi! Hurry!" Kurllin called to me as I walked over to him. I looked down at Goten and he seamed normal to me. Goten looked up at me and giggled.
"Go on Goten, Show mommy." Kurllin smiled and I kept my eyes on my kid wating for him to do something.
"Mo…Moo…MOMMY!!!" Goten yelled and I nearly jumped out of my skin.
"Mommy mommy mommy mommy!!" He contuined to yelled. I claped my hands together then picked him up and huged him.
"Oh my! He's only a week and two days old!" I was trying from keeping from crying but I knew that was not going to work. Whats did Bulma know on babys anyways! Goten was not as dumb as everyone thought him to be. He just spock and Trunks never even said a word tell a few mouths ago! But my little Goten was talking already.
"Dinner!" Bulmas mom called out of the kichen and that's where everyone went but me. I stayed out in the living room with Goten and Gohan.
"Are you happy?" Gohan asked me and I looked down at him.
"As happy as I'll ever be, I love you both!" I cryed and now did not caire if I cryed. So I did, I bent down and huged Gohan.
"mommy!" Goten yelled again, as he huged his brother also.
"No I think it's time to teach him brother." Gohan laughed and so did I. I was so happy nothing could ruin this moment, not even if someone had shot me.